(You can listen to this reflection here. Sunday's gospel reading is here.)
I don’t know why there aren’t more books, plays or movies about John the Baptizer – he is a strong, odd and gripping character. If there were a film of the scene we’re exploring this week, it might be a Mission Impossible-style spy thriller with secret agents lurking about. John even sort of fits Johnny Rivers' lyrics, "There's a man who lives a life of danger/to everyone he meets he stays a stranger..." That’s what comes to mind when I read what John says about how he was able to identify Jesus as the Son of God:
And John testified, “I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it remained on him. I myself did not know him, but the one who sent me to baptize with water said to me, ‘He on whom you see the Spirit descend and remain is the one who baptizes with the Holy Spirit.’
I imagine John asking his handler, “So, how am I going to know my contact?” And the reply, through an encoded message, “Here’s the sign – he’s going to be in the crowd coming to the river for baptism… he’ll be the one with a dove on his head…” And, of course, John will know “dove” is code for the Holy Spirit. “He’s the one who baptizes with the Holy Spirit,” the message will continue, before dissolving into a small pile of sand.
In Matthew’s account of the story, which we read last week, John is keenly aware of who Jesus is, and in Luke’s account they are cousins. John’s Gospel draws on other traditions, and he wants to establish the validity of John’s testimony. Hence this theme of identity and recognition.
How do we identify Jesus in our lives, since he isn't walking around with flesh and bones? How do we recognize the Holy Spirit, since s/he rarely assumes that dove disguise these days? How do we perceive when we’re in Christ’s presence when we can’t rely on our five senses?
Some people feel it – a physical rush of some kind that seems connected with the Spirit. Sometimes we feel filled with joy or energy or a desire to praise. Those are some internal ways – you can ask Jesus to bless you with presence in that way.
Or use the imagination God gave you, and ask Jesus if he would meet you somewhere in your mind's eye. Get still and wait and see what kind of scene unfolds, inside or outside, familiar or unknown, a gospel story or scene in your own life… what do you see, hear, smell?If you sense Jesus joining you in that place, does conversation unfold? Don’t rush it. Be attentive to what you perceive.
Jesus also said we’d see him in other people – in members of his Body, the church; in the poor, the hungry, the homeless, the sick, the lonely, the imprisoned. When you find yourself among people in need, are you ever aware of Christ in that person? Sometimes I pray, “Jesus, let me see you.”
John the Baptist said, “I myself have seen and have testified that this is the Son of God.” I believe God will grant us experiences that prompt us to testify too. It's just that, for some reason, Jesus usually shows up undercover – even disguised in you and me.
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