1-15-20 - What Are You Looking For?

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The next day John again was standing with two of his disciples, and as he watched Jesus walk by, he exclaimed, “Look, here is the Lamb of God!” The two disciples heard him say this, and they followed Jesus. When Jesus turned and saw them following, he said to them, “What are you looking for?”

“Lamb of God” as a label may not have much meaning for us, but John’s followers knew exactly what he was saying: “That’s the one. The Messiah, our Liberator.” Two of his disciples hear him refer to Jesus that way, two days in a row, and they have to find out more about him. Can the savior of the world really be just a guy walking by?

It doesn’t surprise me that they investigate Jesus – I’d be curious too. I am amused, though, by Jesus’ response – who are these guys, following me? (“You lookin’ at me?”) I would expect him to say “What do you want?,” but he asks a more profound question: “What are you looking for?” Maybe it was a subtle interview question.

“What are you looking for?” is a searching question. It’s a good question for us today: “What are you looking for?” If you’re reading this, it's likely you are involved in the Christian enterprise in some way, as a Christ-follower, observer from a distance, or seeker. What’s in it for you? What do you desire from God? From Jesus? Peace? Challenge? Comfort? Purpose? Healing? Forgiveness? Company?

Imagine Jesus asking you the question as you walk curiously behind him. “What are you looking for?”
Think about it for a few minutes. Write it down if you keep a prayer journal. And then meditate on that – is it what you want to be looking for? Can you imagine finding it?

When we know what we’re looking for, we’re often halfway to finding it. Even if we think the answer is obvious, it’s valuable to articulate it. The answer might have changed since the last time you thought about it. The way you put it into words might surprise you.

I don’t expect we’ll ever be quite done looking until we’re face to face with the Holy One. Then we won’t need to look any more; only gaze in utmost love and joy, complete at last.

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