When he was at the table with them, he took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them. Then their eyes were opened, and they recognized him; and he vanished from their sight.
The post-resurrection Jesus had super powers – he could appear in locked rooms, and disappear at will. Perhaps it wasn’t so much “appear” and “disappear” as “materialize” and “dematerialize.” After all, the risen Jesus was spirit – not a ghost, he points out, but spirit. He seemed to be able to take on substance, or matter, when he needed to be seen. (Perhaps he had those properties before resurrection as well… His little stroll upon the Sea of Galilee and transfiguration on the mountain offer tantalizing clues into the physics of Jesus’ incarnation…)
He hints at his impending departure in several resurrection appearances, the Gospels tell us. He says to Mary in the garden, “Don’t hold onto me, for I have not yet ascended to my Father.” He did hang out and have breakfast with the disciples on the beach after the great catch of fish, but his interview with Peter implies his coming absence. In Luke’s account of the upper room appearance, he talks about sending the Spirit to them.
It is clear Jesus was not back to stay. This post-Resurrection, pre-Ascension walkabout had a purpose, to reinforce what he'd been teaching his followers for three years, and to prepare them to receive the Holy Spirit, who would kick the whole operation into gear. And here we are, more or less still in gear, two thousand-plus years later.
We tend to want to keep what feels good, to rest in it. And that is not God’s gift to us. Jesus seems always to be moving on to the next place we will find him. Maybe we’re not wired to withstand the frequency of God’s presence all the time. I know I have trouble staying put when I sense his presence in prayer, for even a little while. Maybe Jesus’ appearances, whether in those 40 days, or in our prayer and worship and ministry and community now, are always brief and for a purpose. He leads us on to new ways to experience him, and new ways to make him known to the world, because so many do not know him and need a multiplicity of on-ramps.
Where did you last experience the presence of Christ/the Father/the Spirit… Three in One? How long did that experience last? Did you feel ready for it to end? If you would you like to experience the presence of Christ, and aren’t aware of having done so, here’s a prayer:
“Risen Lord – I want to know you, to feel your presence, your love. Open my eyes, ears, heart and hands, and find me where I am today. Amen.”
I don’t know what will come of that prayer, but you can pray and release it, and not think about it – God will answer in God’s time and in a way that works for you. And whenever you do encounter that presence, tell someone! Those disciples got up from the table and ran seven miles back the way they’d just come to tell the story, only to find that Jesus had showed up in Jerusalem the same evening.
I don’t think anyone, even the most prayer-soaked mystic, experiences God’s presence in a constant, unbroken way. Yet Jesus did make a promise that we can rest in, “I will be with you always, even to the end of the ages.” At the end of the ages, we will be able to sit in his presence full time. For now, we take the moments and string them together like pearls of great price.
I don’t know what will come of that prayer, but you can pray and release it, and not think about it – God will answer in God’s time and in a way that works for you. And whenever you do encounter that presence, tell someone! Those disciples got up from the table and ran seven miles back the way they’d just come to tell the story, only to find that Jesus had showed up in Jerusalem the same evening.
I don’t think anyone, even the most prayer-soaked mystic, experiences God’s presence in a constant, unbroken way. Yet Jesus did make a promise that we can rest in, “I will be with you always, even to the end of the ages.” At the end of the ages, we will be able to sit in his presence full time. For now, we take the moments and string them together like pearls of great price.
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