This week we delve into a really long story and a really big mystery – Jesus’ raising of Lazarus after he’s been dead four days. This story is only told in John’s Gospel, and is presented as the penultimate sign of God’s power. This miracle leads many to believe that Jesus is who he says he is. It also seals his fate with the ruling authorities, spurring them to seek his execution. A man with power like this must be eliminated. A story like this must be suppressed.
Only, as we know, the story rose again, very much alive. We are still telling it 2000 years later. Which suggests that God’s timing is never too late. This can be hard to trust in the midst of life. It’s normal to believe in “too late,” when that’s what we feel we’ve experienced. And when death has come, we are by definition in the “too late” zone, right?
That’s what Jesus’ disciples argue when he takes his sweet time going to Lazarus’ side after receiving a message that he is very ill. Jesus says, “This illness does not lead to death; rather it is for God’s glory, so that the Son of God may be glorified through it.” ..., and though Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus, after having heard that Lazarus was ill, he stayed two days longer in the place where he was.
Then Jesus then decides to go, saying Lazarus has died (what happened to “does not lead to death?”), though the whole region where Lazarus lives is now dangerous for Jesus. His disciples protest, but Jesus says something cryptic about “Twelve hours of daylight.” Did they think he’d gone crazy? Thomas says, “Let us also go, that we may die with him.”
Four days too late, and in perilous territory. Why go at all? Jesus says God will be glorified through this in some way, but who could imagine how? Of all the times Jesus asked his followers to hang on and believe, this must have been the most challenging.
What about us? In what circumstances of our lives does it feel like God has intervened too late, or not at all? It would be a good exercise to think about that, and write down the times you remember. Can you see any benefits that came from those outcomes? There may not be… and there might.
How do you feel about those situations now? Are you still angry or grieving? Did it impair your trust in God? Can you speak that in prayer today? The psalmists and the prophets did not hold back their dark or troubled feelings toward God… It’s a relationship. It requires honest communication.
Are there circumstances in your life now where you feel you’re waiting on God? Ask in prayer whether there is any action you can take or receive. Maybe there is… maybe not.
We’ll be asking some big questions this week. When do we acknowledge that things we value or love have died (people, pets, relationships, jobs, prosperity, sobriety, health…), and grieve? And when do we allow the Spirit to whisper hope of new life? That takes growing in discernment. This story reminds us that what looks like the end isn’t always. Sometimes it’s the beginning of an even stranger trip.
