Here’s the understatement of the New Testament:
“He fasted forty days and forty nights, and afterwards he was famished.”
After Jesus’ forty days and nights of fasting and prayer, and perhaps other temptations we don’t know about, the devil brings on the big guns. Logically, he begins with the most obvious area of need – physical hunger: “The tempter came and said to him, 'If you are the Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread.' But he answered, 'It is written, ‘One does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.’”
I don’t think Jesus refused because he wasn’t hungry, nor because his power didn’t extend to the physical world – at other times, he easily wields power over molecules, plants and animals. My guess is he was unwilling to use his spiritual power on a party trick, or to prove his identity. That power in him – which, by faith, is also in us, when we but trust it – is connected to the will of the Father. Maybe Jesus was unwilling to try to bend the will of God to this end for an audience and a purpose so unworthy of it.
Once again, the temptation begins with an attempt to undermine the target’s sense of self: “If you are the Son of God…” Jesus is too smart to fall for it. We aren’t always so confident. If we remembered who we are, and whose we are as beloved sons and daughters of the Living God, we might not be so prone to take matters into our own hands or fall into patterns destructive to ourselves and others.
Our appetites are an area in which we are most vulnerable to making choices that are not life-giving. Let’s take stock of how our perceived need for some things can become distorted and cause us to turn away from the Life of God and toward things we think will fill us. In "some things” I include food, alcohol, sex, work, screen time, relationships, affirmation, importance, power, accomplishment… even exercise can become excessive if our motives are unhealthy.
It’s not the “what,” or even the “how much,” so much as it is “why do I need this,” and “how much of my energy goes to craving this, securing it, consuming it?” If this is an area of distorted need in our lives, we'll tend to feel somewhat empty as soon as we've finished that cycle.
How do we interrupt the cycle when it hits us? We might use Jesus’ words – “One does not live by alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.” We might ask the Holy Spirit to fill us with God’s presence so we don’t hunger for things that can’t fill us. (I will try this at the Shrove Tuesday pancake supper tonight when the abundance of delicious carbs and fats lures me to excess!) We might ask Jesus to sit with us and give us his peace.
We might even dare to sit with our hunger or desire or need and not rush to fill that empty place. Sometimes we need to feel the feelings that come from that emptiness. Certainly our Good News tells us that God shows up in pretty amazing ways in empty spaces.
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